Today has been the most frustrating day. It should have been awesome, grandma O. kept my two older boys over night, Riley was gone to her cousins house. It was just Crew and I all day. I tried to get lots done around here but it's hard to see that much progress when baby is following along making more messes. That's not the problem though. Little things here and there went wrong. Then, I'm trying to plan a function with a person I have never met and there has been NOTHING easy about it. Then right when I'm at my wits end I thought my computer had crashed...again. So I had a baby needing a nap, a broken computer which I really needed for this function and a really nice but kind of annoying lady on the phone. I got kind of frustrated at this lady and was a little snippish at her and then felt really terrible a few hours later. I called and fixed everything but there is still a small pit in my stomach.Thankfully tonight Kyle was able to fix the computer. I wish he could fix the pit in my stomach.
I feel like the older I'm getting the more busy and less patient I am becoming.
I'm glad today is over...now it's off to dreamland to think some positive thoughts for tomorrow :) nite nite!
2 comments:
Oh! Jean. So sorry to hear that. I hate days like that. I understand exactly what you mean. I feel like I spend everyday thinking about and trying to be patient. Why is it so hard? I feel for you. I'm dreading when the girls go back to school and it's just McKenna and me, she will have lost her 3 best playmates and will be expecting me to fill the void.
I think I have had that EXACT day over and over. Dont beat yourself up about it...just a learning experience, right? You rock, I love you!
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